I learnt my leason (again)!

Forgive me if my postings recently seemed a bit blue and sad. I was blue. And I was sad. And I was so desperate to know the truth and at the same time to reveal the truth, the expectation, the sadness and the dissapoitment I found in my heart before I can tell that this is over

And it is over now
I learnt my leason (again)!
And the last thing I should do is laughing at my own stupidity
At my own believe
At my own positively thinking over anything
At my own self convidence
Yeah...they blinded me
And the funny side is...This is not my first...
Helloww....I once there...
And the other someone was the one who helping me recover from the first...
Don't you think is funny? funnier than friends series? Funnier from Joey?

If life give me a grade
years ago, I learnt my first leason, and it granted me with a post graduate on my own stupidity on friendship...nice hah?
And now, years later, I took my second leason, it should give me a master degree
And if this keep happening to me..
I am gonna be a life example of stupidity in friendship...
As long as I live..
When I die..I am gonna be a legend...
The future will take me as their science project
So everyone else would not take the same stupid way of mine..

At least, by then I will be something for humanity ..:-)